Today was Adi’s first day at day care centre. Well,I should not say it went very good. It was ok,……..not good, not bad either. I thought of not going to lab today as the day care center is quite a far from my lab. But somehow I thought staying at home would make me more crying and lazy. I left home after getting a call from the baby sitter that he was happily playing there.
Somehow not feeling good ,when I left him in school. He was happy and playing with the toys and piano. But when we said “bye bye” ,he came to us and told “ out and out”. I told him “baby will play inside”. He replied back,’’ Oh,raining”. poor adi!!!! he thought “maa appa want baby to play inside as its raining outside”. Little did he know that they were leaving him for a quite long time . I felt little crying but I stopped myself. my baby came to this professional world quite fast. I went to school at the age of 3 years and 9 months, but my small 19 months is going to school at this small age.wht can I do? My thirty year of education stopping me to leave this career and my motherhood doubting my love. Do not know. actually I feel women’s life is very much disturbing and an working mother’s life is full of guilt and self-arguing thoughts.
